Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Happy New Year

The last year has been very difficult for me. I've decided that I'm going to let everything go. I've no plans to do any of the following:
  • Get Organizated/clean more
  • Be a better person or wife
  • Work harder

The only plan I have is at the end of the day, no matter how much I feel I've failed at any of my own expectations of myself, there must be at least one thing I can think of that I can be proud of, and if not I can spend 5 minutes doing something to be proud of.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi,

I too had put way TOO much pressure to be that much more until recently. I decided to do pretty much what you declared saying I will find something to be proud of at the end of the day or at least conduct myself in such a way that at the end of the day, when I look into the mirror I can be proud of ME.I still have moments however I am proud to say I feel a lot of relief.I have shifted my way of thinking and being and for the VERY first time in my life, I feel at peace. It came out of nowhere.I had come to the realization Tuesday on the bus heading home and I cried tears of joy. I had a dream a very long time ago about feeling at peace and then I felt it consciously! I was never able to *let go* and trust the universe that it will re arrange itself if I changed my thought patterns...Finally I truly believe for the first time I am actually there, trusting, believing, knowing THAT EVERYTHING IS FOR ME.....8)

Disconnect if you must for awhile and do please come back. I would love to keep in touch with another who knows my *story*

may 2009 be all you wish it to and MUCH more!

divaisnotabadword

bekaboo said...

This really spoke to me too. It is a shame that it is so hard for women to be proud of ourselves. I second your resolution!!

mom of 2 said...

I didn't make any resolutions either. I am not particularly fond of them as I usually do not keep them and that's too depressing! I trust in God, do what I believe is the right thing to do and then trust in Him some more! When I trust that God is control and that I'm on the path he has set out for me, life is much sweeter!

hope548 said...

Good for you. I am also resolutionless! I never stick with them anyway, so why set myself up to fail. I have some small goals right now and it's much less pressure.

Hope you're doing well and that 2009 brings you very good things!