Saturday, October 17, 2009

I've been thinking lately about starting a website of my experiences, I was looking for a book on working through miscarriage after I miscarried this time, and surprisingly there was only 2 on the website I checked, all the other books were about lower the risk of miscarriage and pregnancy after miscarriage, obviously niether of which I was looking for.

I have been on other blogs and pregnancy and infant loss boards, but since there's often little to no organization within these types of forums I found it difficult to get what I needed. When I was in the depths of the loss, working to finding what I needed isn't what I was willing to do, crying and sleeping was more along the lines of what I was doing.

I've been back at work for 2 weeks now, and it's helping me to give me a break from the grief and somethin else to focus on while my body heals. I'm still conflicted about starting again trying to conceive and the risk of another miscarriage. I have in my head that there are still 3 losses I'll experience before successfully delivering a baby. I'm not prepared for that at this point. I know that I can approach pregnancy without fear of miscarrying, I did it for this last pregnancy, but it had been nearly 2 years since the last and I wanted a baby very much. I'm not prepared to experience the loss again so soon. For now I'm thinking to wait before starting fertility treatments again, no point in spending the money when conflicted on fertility treatments.

5 comments:

hope548 said...

Sometimes some of the best support comes from others who have been through the same thing. There are several blogs I read who have been through multiple miscarriages. One of them has become an advocate. Let me know if you ever want me to hook you up with some others that I know. I'm glad you're doing well.

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Jthemilker said...

My friend... my heart breaks for you. :(

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I have seen that you are not too close to Louisiana, but there is a woman there who has experienced three miscarriages, and now holds the annual Forge-Me-Not Walk to Remember. Though you may not be able to attend, she is very open to talking to anyone and everyone who has experienced miscarriage, stillbirth, or infant loss. Her website is http://www.myforgetmenotwalk.org/Site/home.html

Two other blogs I have found useful are:
http://carlymarieprojectheal.com/
http://smallbirdstudios.com/

Also, the authors of these two blogs have also created a card line:
http://lostforwordscardline.com/